GRIEVING ON HOLIDAY’S

[ELAINE]

I’ve spent the last eight months doing everything I can to keep my faith stron ,

To trust God . But this week it’s like I am losing the battle , I am collapsing

Under the weight of this year ,,,,,

The last few days , I find myself simply falling apart , I can’t hold back the

Tears another moment . I can’t put a smile on my face and pretend I am

Doing just fine . I can’t hold in the grief that is filling every inch of my being .

Perhaps you understand , perhaps you to feel as if this year has been a

Nightmare , destroying your peace and security , Perhaps you feel as if

Your life is crumbing , colapsing , perhaps , you can no longer hold in the

Tears , no longer pretend everything I’d fine ..

If you are consumed with grief this Christmas , you are not alone , can we
Just take a moment to pray .

Lord Jesus , I am so overwhelmed, my heart is heavy , burned , thr lessons

This year are crushing crushing me , overcoming my peace and joy . I know

You tell us you are close to the broken-hearted but I don’t feel you . I feel lost ,

Helpless , anandoned .

I know this season that has a beginning and an end , But right now it feels like

It will never end , I need hope hope to believe you will truly one day have me

Put together and on My feet . For good . I need vision of the furtire you have for

Me , a future of hope and blessing from you .

It’s so easy to become distracted to focus on the many losses I have experienced .

Help me to put my thoughts , my attention on you . Help me cling to you , to your

Word , your promise . Help me be fixed on you because I know it’s the way to enjoy

Your perfect peace ,,,,,,,, Amen. ❤️

[ELAINE]

Amen